Someone Like You

“Who am I?” One of the most dreaded and difficult topics to respond to.

Most people dislike answering this question for some mysterious reason. It's as if they're embarrassed to talk about themselves, or perhaps they have no idea who they are.

When I first started writing this blog, I was in a similar position. It didn’t take long for me to start performing a thematic analysis of other bloggers’ representations of themselves. Isn’t it ridiculous? Answering the question “who am I?” could not possibly be that difficult — we explore more complicated research questions every day! Perhaps that is the issue; maybe our minds have become so accustomed to thinking in a certain way that it is difficult to return to the basics?

Who Am I ?

Anyway, my given name is Lucé (loosh-ay), which means “light” or “light provider” (meaningofthename.com). When I was younger, I wasn’t always enthralled by the numerous mispronunciations – Lucy, Luce, Lusy, Lush, and even Luke. Only people with unusual names will be able to comprehend this. When I was in high school, I went through a phase where I simply stopped reacting to people who mispronounce my name. Fortunately, I grew out of that phase and regained my brightness. Nowadays, I will respond to almost anything!

I’d always wanted to be a member of the health sciences community, but I wasn’t sure where to start. In 2009, I started a BA Social Work degree at North-West University with the intention of using it as a stepping stone into another field. I instantly fell in love with the profession and knew it was a good fit. Following that came my Honours, Masters, and eventually my PhD. I’m now wrapping up my PhD on client violence, the protection of social workers and policy development.

I started working in the field after finishing my Honours Degree and obtained a lot of experience. I was fortunate enough to launch a private practice a few years ago, where I offer psychosocial and psycholegal counselling to children and families, as well as medical and psychiatric social work and EAP services. In addition, while completing my PhD, I lecture part-time and conduct training abroad and within South Africa. Although I am really proud of my work, there is so much more to me.

Team sports have never been my thing, but dancing has always been my happy place. I began ballet at the age of three and have never looked back. I experimented with various forms within the genre as I got older, such as freestyle and hip-hop, then artistic and rhythmic gymnastics, but I always reverted to ballet. Unfortunately, I don’t have as much time for it these days, but my ballet pointes are eagerly waiting for their turn. Meanwhile, I try to do Pilates once a week to remain mindful.

Music is also very significant in my life. I play the piano, guitar, and flute, and I feel that music can improve any situation. When people hear a variety of sounds coming from my residential area, they know it’s “one of those days.” I also absolutely love arts and crafts, which can include everything from painting to mosaic to decoupage to simply pouring glitter on something. It’s the realization that there’s beauty in imperfection, I believe, that makes it worthwhile.

Wow, I’ve revealed a bit about myself, what I do, and what I enjoy. Even so, who I am is not defined by what I do, achieve, or enjoy. I’m still stumped on how to respond to the original “who am I?” question, and I may need to revisit the thematic analysis idea.

Do you have any idea who you are and how to answer this question instead of describing what you do, achieve or enjoy?

Perhaps we should bypass all the controversy and issue a single statement. Mine will be the following:

I am Lucé. Someone like you.

(with a lot of sparkle)

Sharing is caring – my journey into postgraduate studies…

One of the most important quotes that I have encountered in my life, words of Marie Brennan, reads, ‘our wisdom grows not by staking out claims and defending them against all comers, but by sharing information freely, so that we may work together for the betterment of all’. I love this quote because it resonates with me and ties in with how my postgraduate journey began.

My name is Nthabeleng Hlapisi. I started my undergraduate degree in Lesotho at the National University of Lesotho. Throughout my four-year degree, I did not understand what Masters or even Honours meant. Lesotho education at the time did not provide enough guidance regarding postgraduate degrees and did not host any career exhibitions of any sort. I remember one day I learnt that our chemistry laboratory assistant had a Masters degree. That was mind-blowing, and yet I couldn’t fully comprehend what it meant. Mind you, I had professors who were lecturers but because most of them were foreign, I thought maybe the titles were what their home education system afforded them – ignorance I know.

After finishing my undergraduate degree, I saw some of my friends getting scholarships to study overseas and even to go to universities in South Africa. This intrigued me, and inspired me to find out what these postgraduate studies are?! Fortunately, I had a friend who had done the same modules as me who was then pursuing his Honours degree at the University of the Free State. One day he called me, I remember it was a Wednesday afternoon, and he told me to apply to pursue my Honours there. Well, I did not know where to start, but I thank him to this day because he shared information, and his determination to just assist me into getting into Honours showed true stewardship.

I entered the University of the Free State not knowing what to expect studying for an Honours in Chemistry, but it was the best and most educational year of my life. To this day, 2017 is the year for books. I took another brave step and moved further away to KwaZulu-Natal for my Masters at the University of Zululand because I enjoyed my postgraduate so much. This is where I was introduced to medicinal chemistry. People always say find your purpose in life and do what gives you peace, I think I have in medicinal chemistry.

Studying medicinal chemistry not only fulfils me but it gives me a sense of purpose. I have always wanted to be part of the solution makers in the health system and I also happen to love chemistry and just the complexity of organic synthesis and how funny reactions can be. My Masters journey was most fulfilling and tough and has opened up so many opportunities for me. I rediscovered my love for most of my hobbies through chemistry; travel through the several conferences I attended and writing through the papers and book chapters I wrote, to mention a few. My first international travel was through chemistry, to deliver an oral presentation in the United States.

I have registered for a PhD at the University of KwaZulu-Natal to further investigate and study how nanotechnology can be used in cancer therapy and bacterial infections. I strongly believe that we as scientists could do better to improve our health systems, through advocacy, education and working hard in the labs for policymakers to see. I am inspired by the likes of Professor Nyokong who always lets her work speak for itself. Maybe I am biased because she is a chemist, but she has led science to become important especially to young African girls.

Outside of academia I love travelling, exploring new restaurants and food. This just lets me experience people’s cultures through food and travel. I also love fashion. Yes, I know, a chemist who loves fashion? It is my second love for the following chemistry. I am also a bibliophile, which is one of my escape routes, reading and writing.  

Out of all the lessons that I have learnt so far through my postgraduate degrees, the most important is that sharing is caring. Sharing information with other people can help them unleash their dreams. Sharing opportunities and communicating science is another way of building a better community. I couldn’t be where I am if the people close to me hadn’t have opened their hearts and assisted me through any process, from getting into my Honours to the lab colleagues in my Masters.

My dream is for a united community that understands that sharing does not dim your light but enhances it. Without an exaggerated ego, the dissemination of knowledge is liberating. I would love to see a community of people, including myself, who freely help other people with what they can and watch how much more will be given to them to also do so in a healthy mental state.