Looking back on this year, I can’t help but feel a sense of immense pride. I’ve taken slow and steady steps in my research, pushed my boundaries in science communication, and even joined this dynamic world of blogging, where I have met extraordinary people. I’ve stepped out of my comfort zone, and it’s truly been a wonderful journey. I’ve moved across three different countries, each move a testament to my resilience. Despite the challenges, my research progress has remained consistent in gradually moving towards the finish line. I honestly wouldn’t have it any other way. Therefore, in this final SAYAS blog post, I will be taking a moment to look back on the year that was.
This year has been quite a rollercoaster. I kicked off in the U.S., returned to South Africa in May, and finally jetted off to Nigeria in October. The constant travel required significant adjustments, but the experience has been nothing short of amazing. I’ve had the opportunity to meet diverse individuals, immerse myself in different cultures, and even pick up some local lingo. Exploring new areas has been an adventure, and, most importantly, I’ve been able to discuss and make significant strides in my research.
I’ve had the privilege of working alongside phenomenal professors on various research projects. Our collaborative efforts have been recognised internationally, with our theory paper being selected as a best paper in annual conference proceedings, and receiving a revise and resubmit in two of the top journals in our field. These achievements have been nothing short of a dream come true for me. However, this journey has not been without challenges.
In my blog post from August, I hinted at the possibility of leaving my PhD programme. I attempted to explain my predicament, but the crux of the issue revolved around what many term as politics within academia, and this has ultimately led to continuous rumination on my part. It’s often overlooked how the interpersonal conflicts among academics can have a profound impact on students. A dear confidant of mine put it eloquently – when two elephants engage in battle, it is the grass that suffers the most. Despite these challenges, my ‘why’ – the original motivation that sparked the start of my programme – persists as my beacon of guidance on this very complex journey.
Additionally, the SAYAS community has been there every step of the way, providing a platform for me to share my experiences as a PhD student and researcher, as well as a supportive community during difficult times. When I initially ventured into the world of SAYAS blogging, my goal was to broaden my writing horizons by mastering the art of transitioning between formal and informal styles. The journey has been enlightening, with our exceptional editor teaching me how to craft monthly blog posts and effectively articulate my research. I’ve also gained insights into the makings of a successful academic through observation and dialogue. Being part of our blogging cohort has been a rewarding experience. The camaraderie among us postgraduate students has been both relatable and inspiring. The shared experiences fostered a sense of community; the wisdom gleaned from my fellow bloggers’ posts has been invaluable, while the opportunity to pen down my own experiences has been a therapeutic process. In a nutshell, this blogging community has been a cornerstone of my research journey.
So, dear readers, as I draw the curtains on this chapter of my SAYAS blogging journey, I’m overwhelmed with a profound sense of gratitude. I’m inching closer to the finish line of my PhD journey, embracing the mantra that ‘slow and steady wins the race’.